Don’t do it. Don’t do it. Don’t do it. Don’t mess up now.

 

I still think about it. Constantly.

Don’t do it. Don’t do it. Don’t do it. Don’t mess up now.

 

You’re right. There is something calming about a nagging pain.

Don’t do it. Don’t do it. Don’t do it. Don’t mess up now.

 

For you it’s a tooth ache. For me it was a razor.

Don’t do it. Don’t do it. Don’t do it. Don’t mess up now.

 

You feel the scars. Do you forget? I try to. I can’t.

Don’t do it. Don’t do it. Don’t do it. Don’t mess up now.

 

They’re starting to fade. Slowly. It’s been nearly a year.

Don’t do it. Don’t do it. Don’t do it. Don’t mess up now.

 

I love you, but I miss it.

Don’t do it. Don’t do it. Don’t do it. Don’t mess up now.

 

I’m trying.

Don’t do it. Don’t do it. Don’t do it. Don’t mess up now.

 

Don’t mess up now.